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Notes on Jill Bernard and Trish Berrong’s “Brownies Don’t Lie” Show

I watched Trish Berrong and Jill Bernard do a show at the Westport Coffee House. The scenes were calm and steady except for a few comedic spikes throughout the performance. The scenes resonated with me more than most improv shows I’ve watched.

After reading Trish’s blog, I realized that one thing I really appreciated was that every movement and spoken word was important. As Trish wrote in her blog, “Everything means something. Everything matters.” [source]

I also liked that they didn’t break character and that they played fun, believable characters. They’re both great at finding the right words to express themselves, and it really heightened the scenes.

Here are a few of my notes about their show and what I as an improviser can take from it. Jill and Trish:

  • were low energy except for a few hilarious moments (I enjoyed the contrast in energy levels.)
  • had total trust in each other as scene partners (let each other carry the scene without help)
  • committed to each scene (they never broke character)
  • played fun, believable characters
  • were extremely fluent and expressive (probably due to years of experience)

It was a great show!

Time Scarcity Mindset Proves Powerful

I’m still fighting to regain the leverage that I had a few years ago. As my quality of life has improved, I’ve become complacent. I am trying my hardest to channel my energy once again; after all, my life is at stake here. If I don’t do everything I can to ultimately prevent my death and accomplish my other goals, I will have wasted my life, and I feel an immense pressure to avoid that.

I created a new method lately to motivate myself; I constantly reminded myself how scarce time really is. It feels like I have millions of days to live, but the truth is that I only have about 20,000 more—if I’m lucky.

This method worked great, yesterday. I worked four times harder than normal, probably about 40 percent of my full potential. Whenever I started to click onto a website that caught my attention, I screamed “No time! No time!” and got back to work.

I haven’t had as much success today because I haven’t been trying as hard. But I will prevail!

I recommend adding the time scarcity realization to your list of mental motivators. It’s helping me and I hope it helps you too! I just recorded an episode in my podcast about time scarcity if you want to hear a little more about my perspective.

First Full-Time Online Job Obtained

Today I received my first payment for my new job. I’m optimizing websites and doing miscellaneous web development work for FullQuality. I enjoy this job a lot more than my old job sacking groceries because it utilizes my talents and helps me learn and grow as a web developer.

Online job gives flexibility but takes self-discipline to function

Unlike most full-time jobs, I can work pretty much whenever I want. I’m supposed to work specific hours, but I can always take breaks in between tasks or work late if I want.

The problem is that I’m less motivated to get up early and work all day as I would be if I had a non-telecommuting job (one that required me to relocate every day.) I often spend to much time doing what I love and not enough time working my job. My employer was ok with me working 14 hours last week instead of 40, but that won’t be acceptable much longer. I am still trying to force myself to work more frequently for longer periods of time.

Telecommuting allows polyphasic sleep

I’m trying to adopt the everyman sleep schedule, and it would be a lot harder if I had to work a rigid schedule. By working from home I can simply lie down and take a nap according to my schedule.

I’m an independent contractor, not an employee

Although I work 40 hours a week and am paid by the hour, both I and FullQuality consider me to be an independent contractor. That’s the way we both like it, because it allows their accounting operations to remain small (I’m responsible for reporting my own taxes) and because I prefer to say “I’m an independent contractor working for clients” more than “I’m an employee working for my employer.” The independent contractor/client relationship has a value-neutral ring to it; it treats both parties as equals.

Self-sufficiency is still my goal

Once I can make $2,000 a month from my own websites, I’ll stop working for FullQuality. It’s going to be difficult because I don’t think I’m going to show advertisements. I’m going to try to make an income solely off of voluntary payments by individuals who find my content useful.

Until I am making about two grand a month, I need this work—especially since I’m planning on moving out in two weeks. I’ll write more about that later!

Attending Ron Paul’s Rally for the Republic

I’d been interested in going to Ron Paul’s Rally for the Republic ever since I’d heard of it. It was a rally to be held in Minneapolis, MN on Tuesday, Sept. 2—just a few miles away from the Republican National Convention going on at the same time. For me, attending the Rally was as much about traveling and developing my independence as it was about supporting the libertarian movement. I’d set a goal to travel at least once a month, and this was the first trip.

Despite the barriers to the trip—financial (I would have to pay for transportation, housing, and food) and temporal (I would have to schedule it around my job at a college newspaper and improvisation practices and performances)—I found a ride on Craigslist and set my plan into action. I rode up to Minnesota with strangers, made friends and met new people, and rode back with someone I’d met only the day before. The trip was a complete success; I grew more independent and I had the time of my life celebrating freedom with some of the biggest celebrities in the movement.

On the trip up, I met Brad Spangler, the system administrator for agorism.info. Agorism.info features the New Libertarian Manifesto, a book that presents a possible solution for disolving the State and achieving anarchy through counter-establishment economics, and I recommend it to anyone interested in libertarianism.

After camping out Sunday night, we drove into St. Paul Monday morning, September 1. I left my cell phone in the SUV of the people who I rode up with, so I spent the first few hours wandering throughout the city, trying to find them. While walking through the city, I saw the Xcel Energy Center, the site where the Republican National Convention would be held. It was barricaded off.

Republic National Convention Gate

I also passed a gathering of people who were rallying for housing as a human right. In my opinion, people do not have a right to housing.

Housing, A Human Right?

If they want to build one for themselves, that’s great—government shouldn’t get in the way—but to say that other people should have to build houses for the homeless is to be out of touch with reality and incongruous with the concept of self-determination.

Then, I took public transportation to the University of Minnesota (in Minneapolis) where I met with other Ron Paul supporters to volunteer to promote Tuesday’s Rally and hand out free tickets. I was saddened to see that only about ten people showed up instead of the thousands I was expecting.

I rode back to St. Paul to pass out the wristbands (which were redeemable at the box office for tickets) to RNC protesters who might be interested in the Rally. Unfortunately, my shyness got the better of me and I only handed out three wristbands (but I did give several to some Free State Project members who offered to help distribute them.)

Without a phone or a place to sleep that night, I didn’t feel very good. I sat down at a street corner with my Ron Paul sign. Luckily, I met some fellow RP supporters and they invited me to come with them to a bar where other supporters where gathering. There, I met a firefighter who had driven up from Kansas City. He let me check my email on his laptop and allowed me to share a campsite with him that night. He also ended up giving me a ride home.

After hanging out with some really cool libertarians at the bar, we all drove to the Ron Paul Nation celebration where we listened to music and watched Ron Paul speak. The next day was the day of the Rally. I was able to stand directly in front of the podium for most of the Rally. I felt neither hunger nor tiredness; the adrenalin kept me going. I loved watching Aimee Allen’s live performance of the Ron Paul anthem. I high-fived her twice on separate occasions when she was high-fiving the audiences like performers often do.

Of course, my favorite part was Ron Paul’s epic speech.

Me with Ron Paul

It was the speech of a lifetime, and afterward I got to shake his hand. I had never been so close to my heroes before, and it really made me feel good to actually hold eye contact with Ron Paul (and the other speakers) for a few seconds. It felt like “I was there; I will not be forgotten,” even though that may not be the case.

The entire 3-day trip cost me $100; $55 for transportation there and back, $20 for camping, $5 for inter-city transportation and $20 for food. I gained valuable experience on my own. This is the first trip I’ve taken entirely without my parents, and it was totally worth it.

Went to Party, Danced With Several Girls

Tonight I went to an old crush’s 17th birthday party. It was at a club which occasionally holds “teen nights.” After about an hour of wimping out, my friend and I grinded with several girls on the dancefloor. I danced with eight girls, six of whom I knew previously.

For the first time, I found the courage to ask girls to dance with me. I got denied about seven times, leaving me with a 50/50 success rate. Nevertheless, until tonight, I had only grinded with one other girl, and that was my date at prom. Great steps were made today in overcoming my fear and interacting with girls.

I believe it was my two trips to an outdoor shopping mall in the past seven days that motivated me to take action tonight. Starting this week, I will attempt to go out and socialize at least three times a week.

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